a fine choice.

on monday.

off to the ER for iv fluids.
after beloved mama jenna fortified me
with coconut water
salty potatoes
and lemon honey water.
i dozed in and out of a finagrin daze.
this heat is oppressive.
this no air-conditioned **** hot flashing heat.
matt came to sit beside me.
ever giving.
ever loving.
ever understanding.
a stunning father to my hazel.

who told me that while she is at bubbe's today
she will pick me a BIG box of blueberries.
for us to share.
she will tie it up with a bow.
a blue one.
a pink one.
a green and a red one.
then we will rip it off and eat them allllllllllllllll!